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CONTENTS
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-1
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-2
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-3
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-4
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-5
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-6
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-7
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-8
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-9
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-10
FOOTNOTES
LOVE AND PAIN-1.1
LOVE AND PAIN-1.2
LOVE AND PAIN-1.3
LOVE AND PAIN-1.4
LOVE AND PAIN-1.5
LOVE AND PAIN-1.6
LOVE AND PAIN-2.1
LOVE AND PAIN-2.2
LOVE AND PAIN-2.3
LOVE AND PAIN-2.4
LOVE AND PAIN-3.1
LOVE AND PAIN-3.2
LOVE AND PAIN-3.3
LOVE AND PAIN-3.4
LOVE AND PAIN-4
LOVE AND PAIN-5.1
LOVE AND PAIN-5.2
LOVE AND PAIN-6.1
LOVE AND PAIN-6.2
LOVE AND PAIN-7
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.4
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.5
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.6
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-3
APPENDIX A-1
APPENDIX A-2-3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3-4-5-6-7
APPENDIX B HISTORY-8-9-10
APPENDIX B HISTORY-11-12
APPENDIX B HISTORY-13
APPENDIX B HISTORY-14-15
APPENDIX B HISTORY-16
APPENDIX B HISTORY-17
APPENDIX B HISTORY-18
APPENDIX B HISTORY-19
INDEX OF AUTHORS

then went home, and I had no connection with any woman for two 

years, except one black woman, being consumed with love and 

worship for No. 1. I was much in society, but never had any luck. 

At the end of this time I was traveling one night with a young 

officer ('X'), slight and effeminate and preferring men to women, 

with whom I had been until then on friendly but not intimate 

terms. I watched him undress and go to bed, and then, having 

myself undressed, went over to his bunk and put my hand under his 

clothes. He at once responded, and I got into his bed, both of us 

being in a frenzy of passion and surprise. But I was fairly sure 

of my ground or I would not have dared to take the risk. I used 

often to go to his bed after this, and on one occasion had coitus 

with a girl on a chair at a ball and the next night with my young 

officer. I scarcely knew the girl, and don't know her name now, 

but I took her measure, made her excited by manipulation and 

kissing, and then got her consent. I did not harm her, even if I 

had been the first, for orgasm occurred before I had penetrated 

beyond the lips. X surprised me by telling me that he had had 

connection with three other officers in my regiment, as well as 

with several others in the same station. He would not tell me 

their names, but I guessed easily enough. He used to drink 

heavily, and once I got into his bed when he was in a drunken 

stupor and he was quite unaware that I was there for some time. I 

myself was drinking too much at this time, and was frequently 

drunk before dinner. In the hot weather that followed I had one 

orgy in Bombay which lasted three nights. I started on a Greek 

and a Pole and finished up with a Japanese, two brother-officers 

accompanying me. Afterward I was much alone during the day in my 

bungalow, and used to become possessed by intense desire. I 

masturbated occasionally, but by this time took but little 

pleasure in it, always craving for the moist human vagina. I had 

often heard, and myself quoted, the Pathan proverb 'Women for 

breeding; boys for pleasure; melons for delight,' and one day 

when seeking for some novelty with which to masturbate, and my 

eye being caught by a melon put ready for me to eat, it flashed 

across me to try whether the proverb was in any way true. I found 

it most satisfactory, and practised it several times after that, 

the pepita (papaye or pawpaw) being the nearest approach to the 

human vagina. The opportune arrival of a fairly good-looking 

punkah woman, however, put an end to this form of enjoyment by 

providing me with what I wanted. Soon afterward I went home 

again, taking the Japanese at Bombay on my way. 

 

 

 

"I had kept up a correspondence with No. 1 all this time, but we 

had made a compact that whatever each did until we met again was 

not to count, and I knew that she had had at least one liaison 

since our parting, and was in entire ignorance of the state of 

her feelings toward me. Therefore, while trying to arrange a 

meeting with her, I took the first thing that chance threw in my 

way, thinking a bird in the hand better than the off chance of a 

better one in the bush. This was No. 4, with whom I spent three 

days at the seaside after having first had coitus with her in my 

own home while she was in the monthly state. Immediately on 

parting from her I came home to receive No. 1. The first time we 

were alone she kissed me, and this was followed by mutual 

confessions and coitus, though at first she said my affair was 

too recent. I agreed not to have connection again with No. 4, and 

kept to this until when staying in the same house again with her 

I was tempted beyond my powers; and I may add that she gave me no 


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