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CONTENTS
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-1
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-2
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-3
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-4
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-5
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-6
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-7
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-8
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-9
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-10
FOOTNOTES
LOVE AND PAIN-1.1
LOVE AND PAIN-1.2
LOVE AND PAIN-1.3
LOVE AND PAIN-1.4
LOVE AND PAIN-1.5
LOVE AND PAIN-1.6
LOVE AND PAIN-2.1
LOVE AND PAIN-2.2
LOVE AND PAIN-2.3
LOVE AND PAIN-2.4
LOVE AND PAIN-3.1
LOVE AND PAIN-3.2
LOVE AND PAIN-3.3
LOVE AND PAIN-3.4
LOVE AND PAIN-4
LOVE AND PAIN-5.1
LOVE AND PAIN-5.2
LOVE AND PAIN-6.1
LOVE AND PAIN-6.2
LOVE AND PAIN-7
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.4
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.5
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.6
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-3
APPENDIX A-1
APPENDIX A-2-3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3-4-5-6-7
APPENDIX B HISTORY-8-9-10
APPENDIX B HISTORY-11-12
APPENDIX B HISTORY-13
APPENDIX B HISTORY-14-15
APPENDIX B HISTORY-16
APPENDIX B HISTORY-17
APPENDIX B HISTORY-18
APPENDIX B HISTORY-19
INDEX OF AUTHORS

was forced to make overtures to him. He did not understand, being 

ignorant of homosexuality and quite virile, and would have 

nothing to do with me, though he was very nice about it. This 

lasted for about a year, and then, thinking no doubt that he had 

better stop it, as I was really making myself very ridiculous and 

was mad with love, he threw me up altogether. I was intensely 

miserable for some time, and then I recovered and we made it up, 

and are now firm friends. I still want to kiss and stroke him 

when I see him naked, but would do nothing more. I went home by 

way of Japan after several years' absence from home, taking the 

women of the Eastern ports as I went, until I contracted 

gonorrhea in the Tokio Yoshiwara. I could not get rid of it, and 

arrived home in that state, having been deprived of the pleasure 

of trying several new races on the way in consequence. In England 

I rushed into a society which I had quit on such different terms, 

and it received me with open arms. I very soon began a flirtation 

with a married woman, and she completed my education in kissing 

which had been begun by the Japanese harlots. I was just coming 

to the point with this woman when I met No. 1 again, and my love 

for her was at once renewed. I told her so, but I knew that she 

did not return it. I then became attracted to No. 2, a girl older 

than myself, whom I had known all my life. I kissed her and 

fondled her breasts; but she would not allow anything else, until 

one night, when in the train with her, I got my hand down farther 

than she intended. It ended in my performing _cunnilingus_ on her 

first, and then obtaining satisfaction between her thighs--a 

large step to take after the former limitations. Previous to this 

I had on several occasions obtained an emission, without meaning 

to, by lying on her fully dressed. She was aware of my disease, 

which by that time had become a gleet and did not inconvenience 

me in any way. From that time until I went back to India we went 

through the same performance whenever possible, I masturbating 

her sometimes with the finger, sometimes with the tongue, and 

having connection with various parts of her body, including the 

breasts, but always with a condom on account of my disease. She 

used to strip for my edification, and we frequently spent the 

night in the same bed. I was attracted to her mentally, but not 

very much physically; that is to say, that if circumstances had 

not thrown us together I should never have picked her out from 

other girls as being sexually attractive to me. I returned to 

India, and to No. 1, though I kept faithful to No. 2 in word and 

deed for five months, but gradually the overmastering influence 

of No. 1 reasserted itself over me. And then I met No. 3. We were 

attracted to each other at first acquaintance, and the attraction 

was mental and sexual. She was married and in love with another 

man, but that did not prevent her from kissing me. I felt her 

breasts, masturbated her, and had emissions by lying on her, but 

she drew the line at one thing, viz., kissing on the lips; and I 

drew it at coitus. We arranged a trip together during which I 

went to bed with her, but never had coitus, though we both had 

frequent orgasms in other ways. Before starting on this trip I 

had thought that I should not see No. 1 again, and she let me 

kiss her, to my unspeakable joy. Circumstances, however, 

intervened, and I went straight to No. 1 after parting with No. 

3, told her all I had done, and then kissed her again, leaving 

her just before her real lover, with whom she was then living, 

arrived. Later I returned again to No. 1, now in child to her 

lover. We lived together for three nights in spite of this. She 


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