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CONTENTS
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-1
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-2
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-3
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-4
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-5
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-6
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-7
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-8
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-9
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-10
FOOTNOTES
LOVE AND PAIN-1.1
LOVE AND PAIN-1.2
LOVE AND PAIN-1.3
LOVE AND PAIN-1.4
LOVE AND PAIN-1.5
LOVE AND PAIN-1.6
LOVE AND PAIN-2.1
LOVE AND PAIN-2.2
LOVE AND PAIN-2.3
LOVE AND PAIN-2.4
LOVE AND PAIN-3.1
LOVE AND PAIN-3.2
LOVE AND PAIN-3.3
LOVE AND PAIN-3.4
LOVE AND PAIN-4
LOVE AND PAIN-5.1
LOVE AND PAIN-5.2
LOVE AND PAIN-6.1
LOVE AND PAIN-6.2
LOVE AND PAIN-7
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.4
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.5
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.6
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-3
APPENDIX A-1
APPENDIX A-2-3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3-4-5-6-7
APPENDIX B HISTORY-8-9-10
APPENDIX B HISTORY-11-12
APPENDIX B HISTORY-13
APPENDIX B HISTORY-14-15
APPENDIX B HISTORY-16
APPENDIX B HISTORY-17
APPENDIX B HISTORY-18
APPENDIX B HISTORY-19
INDEX OF AUTHORS

HISTORY XIII.--G.R., army officer. "I am 35 years of age. My 

parents married at the ages of 38 and 25, and my father is now 84 

and my mother 71; both are particularly strong and healthy in 

body and mind. I am of old lineage on both sides, and know of no 

disease, defect, or abnormality among any of my ancestors or 

relations, except that my mother's family has a slight tendency 

to drink and excess, the present members of it all being 

considered eccentric. I have one brother and one sister living 

(brother unmarried, sister with several children) and am the 

youngest of a family of five. My brother is abnormal, but I don't 

know exactly in what way or from what cause. I have a strong 

suspicion that he masturbates to excess. My father is artistic 

and my mother musical. I have no aptitude for either, but 

appreciate both enormously, though not until about ten years ago. 

My principal reading is religion, science, and philosophy, with 

an occasional standard novel, or a modern novel of the 'improper' 

type by way of relaxation. I became a convinced and militant 

rationalist about five years ago, but have been an unbeliever 

since I left school. I was anemic and threatened with bowel 

complaint at the age of 7, and was in consequence taken abroad 

for my health. I am now strong and vigorous, with great powers of 

endurance, and enjoy all forms of sport and exercise, 

particularly hunting, pig-sticking, and polo. I drink a lot, and 

am never fitter than when eating, drinking, and taking exercise 

in what most people would call excess. It takes more alcohol than 

I can hold to make me drunk when in England; but not so in the 

East. I have been told that I am very good-looking. 

 

"When I was about 4 or 5 I was constantly chaffed by my older 

companions about putting my hand down my trousers and playing 

with my privates. I don't remember getting an erection, nor at 

what age this first occurred with me. At one time my brother and 

I used to play about with my sister's underclothing, and took 

great pleasure in it, but we never saw her genitals. She told us 

that on carefully examining herself one day she was glad to find 

that she had a small penis like boys had--doubtless the clitoris. 

When in France, at the age of 8 to 10, I began to notice the 

sexual parts of animals, and was very keen to know what mares 

kept between their hind legs. Later on I took great pleasure with 

another boy in feeling the teats of a she-ass, and, by myself, 

the penis of a donkey, as I had seen the French grooms do; but I 

took no interest in my own penis. I used to put my finger as far 

up the anus as it would go, and got a vague satisfaction from it. 

I went to a small private school at the age of 11, having been 

previously told by my mother of the manner of birth of men and 

animals, of which I was quite ignorant till then. She made no 

mention of the part taken by the father, and I never thought 

about it. Even then I was left with the impression that one was 

born through the navel. I was initiated at school, and used to 

handle the penis of the boy who told me. On several occasions I 

did _fellatio_ for him, and liked it, but he never offered to do 

the same for me, and I don't think he got much satisfaction out 

of it. Soon after this I became conscious of pleasurable 

sensations when lying on my stomach with an erection, and used 

occasionally to gratify myself that way, caring little for the 

school tradition that it was 'wicked' and bad for one. On one 

occasion, when talking at night with another boy, we compared our 

organs, both in erection, and I then for the first time thought 

of trying what I had heard vaguely mentioned, viz., two boys 

playing at man and woman. I lay on him with my penis on his 


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