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CONTENTS
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-1
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-2
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-3
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-4
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-5
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-6
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-7
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-8
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-9
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-10
FOOTNOTES
LOVE AND PAIN-1.1
LOVE AND PAIN-1.2
LOVE AND PAIN-1.3
LOVE AND PAIN-1.4
LOVE AND PAIN-1.5
LOVE AND PAIN-1.6
LOVE AND PAIN-2.1
LOVE AND PAIN-2.2
LOVE AND PAIN-2.3
LOVE AND PAIN-2.4
LOVE AND PAIN-3.1
LOVE AND PAIN-3.2
LOVE AND PAIN-3.3
LOVE AND PAIN-3.4
LOVE AND PAIN-4
LOVE AND PAIN-5.1
LOVE AND PAIN-5.2
LOVE AND PAIN-6.1
LOVE AND PAIN-6.2
LOVE AND PAIN-7
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.4
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.5
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.6
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-3
APPENDIX A-1
APPENDIX A-2-3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3-4-5-6-7
APPENDIX B HISTORY-8-9-10
APPENDIX B HISTORY-11-12
APPENDIX B HISTORY-13
APPENDIX B HISTORY-14-15
APPENDIX B HISTORY-16
APPENDIX B HISTORY-17
APPENDIX B HISTORY-18
APPENDIX B HISTORY-19
INDEX OF AUTHORS

 

 

HISTORY XI.--Widower, aged 40 years. Surgeon. "My experience of 

sexual matters began early. When I was about 10 years of age a 

boy friend who was staying with us told me that his sister made 

him uncover his person, with which she played and encouraged him 

to do the same for her. He said it was great fun, and suggested 

that we should take two of my sisters into an old barn and repeat 

his experience on them. This we did, and tried all we could to 

have connection with them; they were nothing loath and did all 

they could to help us, but nothing was effected and I experienced 

no pleasure in it. 

 

"When I went back to school I attracted the attention of one of 

the big boys who slept in the same room with me; he came into my 

bed and began to play with my member, saying that it was the 

usual thing to do and would give me pleasure. I did not feel any 

pleasure, but I liked the attention, and rather enjoyed playing 

with his member, which was of large size, and surrounded by thick 

pubic hair. After I had played with him for some time I was 

surprised at his having an emission of sticky matter. Afterward 

he rubbed me again, saying that if I let him do it long enough he 

would produce the same substance from me. This he failed to do, 

however, though he rubbed me long and frequently, on that and 

many other occasions. I was very disappointed at not being able 

to have an emission, and on every occasion that offered I 

endeavored to excite myself to the extent of compassing this. I 

used to ask to go out of school two or three times a day, and 

retired to the closet, where I practised on myself most 

diligently, but to no purpose, at that time, though I began to 

have pleasurable emotions in the act. 

 

"When I went home for the holidays I took a great interest in one 

of my father's maids, whose legs I felt as she ran upstairs one 

day. I was in great fear that she would complain of what I had 

done, but I was delighted to find that she did nothing of the 

sort; on the contrary, she took to kissing and fondling me, 

calling me her sweetheart and saying that I was a forward boy. 

This encouraged me greatly, and I was not long in getting to 

more intimate relations with her. She called me into her room one 

day when we were alone in the house, she being in a half-dressed 

condition, and put me on the bed and laid herself on me, kissing 

me passionately on the mouth. She next unbuttoned my trousers and 

fondled and kissed my member, and directed my hand to her 

privates. I became very much excited and trembled violently, but 

was able to do for her what she wanted in the way of masturbation 

until she became wet. After this we had many meetings in which we 

embraced and she let me introduce my member until she had 

satisfied herself, though I was too young to have an emission. 

 

"On return to school I practised mutual masturbation with several 

of my schoolfellows, and finally, at the age of 14 years, had my 

first real emission. I was greatly pleased thereat, and, with 

this and the growth of hair which began to show on my pubis, 

began to feel myself quite a man. I loved lying in the arms of 

another boy, pressing against his body, and fondling his person 

and being fondled by him in return. We always finished up with 

mutual masturbation. We never indulged in any unnatural 

connections. 

 

"After leaving school I had no opportunity of indulging in 

relations with my own sex, and, indeed, did not wish for such, as 

I became a slave to the charms of the other sex, and passed most 

of my time in either enjoying, or planning to enjoy, love 

passages with them. 

 

"The sight of a woman's limbs or bust, especially if partly 

hidden by pretty underclothing, and the more so if seen by 

stealth, was sufficient to give a lustful feeling and a violent 


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