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CONTENTS
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-1
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-2
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-3
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-4
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-5
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-6
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-7
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-8
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-9
ANALYSIS OF THE SEXUAL IMPULSE-10
FOOTNOTES
LOVE AND PAIN-1.1
LOVE AND PAIN-1.2
LOVE AND PAIN-1.3
LOVE AND PAIN-1.4
LOVE AND PAIN-1.5
LOVE AND PAIN-1.6
LOVE AND PAIN-2.1
LOVE AND PAIN-2.2
LOVE AND PAIN-2.3
LOVE AND PAIN-2.4
LOVE AND PAIN-3.1
LOVE AND PAIN-3.2
LOVE AND PAIN-3.3
LOVE AND PAIN-3.4
LOVE AND PAIN-4
LOVE AND PAIN-5.1
LOVE AND PAIN-5.2
LOVE AND PAIN-6.1
LOVE AND PAIN-6.2
LOVE AND PAIN-7
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.4
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.5
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-1.6
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.1
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.2
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-2.3
THE SEXUAL IMPULSE IN WOMEN-3
APPENDIX A-1
APPENDIX A-2-3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3-4-5-6-7
APPENDIX B HISTORY-8-9-10
APPENDIX B HISTORY-11-12
APPENDIX B HISTORY-13
APPENDIX B HISTORY-14-15
APPENDIX B HISTORY-16
APPENDIX B HISTORY-17
APPENDIX B HISTORY-18
APPENDIX B HISTORY-19
INDEX OF AUTHORS

has since told me that he was then 'in love' with A. and 

'jealous' of me. I believe I was really jealous and in love at 

the time, but cannot remember that anything in the nature of 

caresses took place between A. and myself. 

 

"Some time later, probably when I was about 9, something led up 

to B. saying that she was not built like I was, that she had no 

penis, etc. (I cannot remember my nursery term for penis.) I was 

incredulous, and demanded to be allowed to see if it was true; 

this was refused, and I made many plans to gratify my curiosity, 

such as slipping into her room when she was dressing, tipping up 

the chair she was sitting in, and trying to suddenly thrust my 

hand up under her skirts. I did not succeed in finding out, but 

have since thought that, although she did not allow me to attain 

the object of my efforts, the later game caused her pleasurable 

sensations. I regard these efforts as being prompted purely by 

curiosity; I had no feelings of warmth or irritations of the 

genitals, and I certainly never manipulated them, nor was I, as 

far as I can judge, an unusually prurient small boy. B. left when 

I was about 10, when I went to a preparatory school. 

 

"At 121/2 I was sent to a public school, and was then told by my 

father the chief facts of sex and warned to avoid masturbation. 

My first wet dream took place when I was 14. Rather before this I 

had begun to suffer with severe intermittent testicular neuralgia 

which practically defied all treatment and continued on and off 

for four or five years, the attacks gradually becoming fewer and 

less severe. 

 

"When 15, circumstances compelled me to leave school and to live 

for two years at the seaside with no companions of my own age. I 

had, however, the run of a well-stocked library, and fished and 

collected insects energetically. 

 

"At 16 I made love to the trained nurse attending my mother, but, 

owing more, I think, to my timidity than to the austerity of her 

virtue, got no further than kissing. About this time wet dreams 

became inconveniently frequent; they would occur three or four 

times weekly, and resisted the stock remedies. At 17 I was 

advised to try connection. This I did, and found but little 

pleasure in the act, there being a strong esthetic objection to 

the 'love that keeps awake for lure.' 

 

"About this time I found in the United States Pharmacopoeia a 

remedy for my emissions, which have, however, always remained 

rather more frequent than those of the average individual, 

judging from the experience of my friends. Emissions are 

generally accompanied by lascivious dreams, but at times take 

place when I dream that I am hurrying to catch a train, or to 

micturate against time. 

 

"I have of late years (not noticed till after 20) observed that 

the dream accompanying emission is shorter; so that, whereas up 

to, say, 21 I generally performed the whole physiological act 

with my dream-charmer, I now almost invariably emit and awake 

before intromission has taken place. There has been no 

alternation comparable to this in the performance of the act 

while I am awake. 

 

"As regards my physique I should mention that all my reflexes are 

very brisk, though I am only slightly ticklish in the ordinary 

sense of the term. I sweat easily and am very shy, not only with 

women, but with any strangers. I have, however, trained myself 

not to show this. About averagely passionate, I should say, and 

extremely critical where women are concerned, the latter quality 

often keeping me chaste for months at a time." 

 

 


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